MISS YOU DAD
Some days he comes in so much stronger than others.
The last few weeks he has been everywhere. And I mean everywhere.
I am speaking of my dad. Dad left this earth in September 2013. That is nearly 4 years ago, and I can feel his breath on my face and I can hear him and see him like he was here sitting having a drink with me and watching me type.
Energy is beautiful. It is truly amazing how some days I can feel like dad is just a distant memory whilst having a ghastly fear of forgetting all the magical things about him… then like as if it were cosmically supernatural, I feel him, I see him, I hear him… and I know he is there.
I have been recently becoming much more aligned and aware of my own intuitive abilities to pick up on energies surrounding me. But I don’t even have to try with dad… he comes in hard and fast, like a fucking gust of wind that blows the hair off my face and takes my breath away. He isn’t anything… and then he is everywhere.
I love how he does that. He has been doing it so much lately. I wonder if he is trying to give me some messages… or if he is just making sure I am on my right path. He has been giving me direction and lots of guidance in the past few months too. He is having quite an input recently. He’s more actively butting in than he did when he was in his physical form.
I don’t really know why I had to write this all down… but I did. I couldn’t go onto anything else tonight until this was out and on paper. Sometimes the soul just need to do what it needs to do!
Dad is everywhere. I close my eyes and I am back in another time. I am on the floor at mum and dads home, in front of the stereo. Kefs blasting. We take turns on the turntable.
Its The Beatles, The Average White Band, The Brecker Brothers, Toto, Earth Wind and Fire, Bob James, Steve Gadd, Vinnie Colaiuta… always more thrown in the later it gets… and it gets late. We usually went to bed around 3:30 or so.
All the music he gave me is coming back to life.
The music died when dad left… but slowly all the songs are filling up with light again.
I love you dad. x